Medicine Dreams with Kim Pinckley

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know, that you can defy the laws of physics if you want to

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there's something about saying, you know, this is available to everybody

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opening gates, opening portals, being with energy, harnessing it in the

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way that serves the collective, all of that is available to everybody.

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And , I just hope that anything I shared opens doors period

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just opens doors for anyone.

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Welcome to a lone travelers guide to the divine, a podcast for

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empaths, healers, dreamers, and seekers.

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My name is Amanda Lux and.

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I'm the creator of the elevation hive.

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School and community membership for energy medicine and dreamwork.

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In this podcast, I offer teachings, poetry, songs,,

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interviews, and inspiration.

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To support you wherever you are on.

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Your path.

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I wanted to let you know that as always on the new moon, I release

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a new guided meditation for the private podcast that you can subscribe

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to, or you can also purchase these meditations or journeys on my website.

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And this month, the guided meditation I'm offering is for

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clearing anxiety and stress.

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And an overall somatic energetic reset.

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I felt like that was kind of needed in the collective right now.

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For this time and really really for any time cause.

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Who doesn't need a little energetic somatic reset here and there.

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So you should definitely check those out as well as my blog

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post that's associated with that.

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Offering just some simple energy medicine and visualization techniques and

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practices to help you ground your energy.

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And release stress and anxiety.

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So today's episode, I'm super excited to be talking to my

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dear friend, Kim Pinckley.

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She's a polarity teacher, colleague of mine from the Southwest

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Institute of healing arts.

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And she's

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has training in traditional native American medicine ceremonies.

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And she's also just a really incredible human being.

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So.

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I was excited when she told me that she had these dreams and was willing

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to share them with the podcast.

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So we spontaneously hopped on this interview, recorded this epic, , session.

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And at the very end of it, I realized I had not hit record.

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Which was really weird because I had hit record , but somehow it didn't record.

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So whenever something like that happens, I always know that

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there's some higher purpose to it.

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There's some reason why we needed to do it twice.

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I just feel like the kind of dreams, a quality to her dreams.

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They were medicine dreams.

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And I would define that as any kind of dream

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where you're moving between realms, where you're connecting with higher

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beings or beings who have passed or divine aspects of yourself.

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This kind of dreams often come to bring us healing.

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Clarity.

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To help us know that we are on path.

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They bring teachings that we couldn't otherwise receive.

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And they usually have some kind of potency that other dreams don't have.

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And so because of the quality of her dreams, being medicine dreams,

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the fact that it didn't record the first time and that we had to reset.

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And start over.

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I thought that was really interesting.

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So, , I kind of begin this interview with a little bit more of an

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invocation to kind of honor the space.

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Even though Kim and I are really good friends, we do

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laugh a lot in this interview.

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, the content is really quite special.

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So I want to invite you as you listen, to keep in mind that your energy is

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also in the space of this container.

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And that has always any time we listened to someone else's

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dream with consciousness.

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We get to try that dream on as though it were our own.

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I just invite you to tune into your body and your environment.

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Noticing what comes up for you as you listen.

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What resonates.

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And what is the medicine from Kim's dreams?

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That are really coming for you and the dream of your life as well.

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Coming back into the session space with new, , intention,

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, , to honor what was, and what is

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and the consciousness of the space.

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That we opened a doorway just by speaking to these dreams that were

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about opening doorways between the worlds therefore this is sacred space.

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, calling in our guides and allies to the container in a sacred way so that

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it is safe and secure and in service of our highest good and the highest.

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Good of all.

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Yeah.

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It feels really important actually.

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Yeah.

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So just to introduce you Kim, and give a little context for

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the listeners around who you are and how bad-ass amazing you are.

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I, , would love to invite you to just share a little tiny snippet

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into your healer's journey and how you came to be this amazing polarity

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teacher retreat leader book writer incredible human being that you are.

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I love that question.

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I get this question in the classes that I hold, like what brought you

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to this work and this work being polarity and craniosacral work.

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And I've been a massage therapist for 25 years as well.

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, I always go back to the fact that I was a child of the eighties and there

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was a moment during my childhood where I was watching the empire

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strikes back and I was completely.

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Fascinated by Yoda.

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And in one of the scenes, Yoda was lifting , Luke Skywalker spaceship

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out of a swamp without like touching it, you know, doing it energetically.

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And I thought to myself that moment, I want to be able to do that.

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I mean, we're talking about like a six year old or seven year old.

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There was this part of me that never looked back.

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Like I always one hundred thousand times percent believed that I could do that.

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fast forward to a few more years down the road and the karate kid came out and Mr.

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Miyagi and Daniel son, and there was that clap that Mr.

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Miyagi did with his hands before he would go touch Danielson to heal him.

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I actually used to chase kids around the playground when I was a kid , slapping

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my hands together and trying to heal them always trying to convince people,

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we could move things with our mind

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And not touching them.

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You know, I found myself in this work, the work that I do being

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totally based on energy quantum physics the mystery the unknown

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and everything from different realms.

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And I've constantly been seeking knowledge, seeking

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wisdom, seeking anything I could find about universal truths.

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And in that same journey, it was one of self-reflection and my own healing.

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And it was the best way that I found to learn this work was to do it with myself.

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And I love to share it in any way I can also.

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And there's, this idea that it's not just.

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What we can see here with these earthen eyes and what our limited human minds

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can perceive or think, but there's a bigger picture with a lot more

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potential available and possibilities that we could never really imagine.

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And I just love being in that.

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I love it.

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Mystery being in the great mystery

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Yeah.

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and you are so Yoda.

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I so see that.

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And I so see the Mr.

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Miyagi in print of your.

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Relationship with mentorship and how you worked really closely

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with Heather Principe in the New

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York chapter of the polarity teacher training

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yeah.

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So

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She has many different circles and gatherings and medicine,

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wheel journeys and ceremony.

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I have done vision quest and I also just, I try and spend any time I can with her.

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And she is the teacher that's really , handed the teaching

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of ceremony down to me.

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I love holding circles and I love being in that space where

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we all get to share our truth

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you have such a, great integrity around how you hold and

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pass on what you've been given.

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I have seen and witnessed your medicine and your potency,

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. And I love hearing this, Mr.

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Miyagi, karate kid, Yoda correlation it's all coming together now.

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That's my story.

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That's how I got here.

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And I never looked back, you know, I just never wanted to, for one

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second doubt that any of that stuff, that Hollywood stuff was possible.

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That is the adventure of being in energy medicine is that we're,

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dancing between realms all the time.

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Never a dull day at work, it's a beautiful exploration.

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I love it.

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Absolutely.

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So I know that you, came to me for this specific conversation because you had

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a series of four dreams that happened over the course of two days quite

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recently, within the last week, right?

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Yes.

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Within the last three days.

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so this is fresh right now.

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, So yeah, I wanted to give you

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of these dreams

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They started in an afternoon nap and then over the

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next two evenings or two nights,

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I had never experienced the amount of intensity the conversations were.

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Normal conversations.

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, almost as if we're in day to day life on this earth plane kind of dreams

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fascinating something I had never experienced in the few of them drawn

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together all in the same couple of days.

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Really.

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I was like, I need to call Amanda what's going on here?

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A little reflection.

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So here we are,

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want to speak at all to the context of the

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dream, starting with the ether?

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I would consider any kind of dream incubation to divine information from

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my dreams or connect with my dream guides as an aspect of the ether.

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But it could also be anything going on in the context of your

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life, around the time of the dream or anything that seems related.

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absolutely.

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So as I was kind of speaking to before.

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I love to be in ceremony.

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And really what that means for me is this place where a group of us will come

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together and it is extremely authentic.

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It's raw.

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It is also a place where we would do in vocation for a safe container

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to allow our ancestors or our guides or spirits to come and journey with

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us for whatever amount of time,

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by opening ceremony, something usually shifts.

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It always shifts.

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You can expect the unexpected at times.

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And whenever I go to ceremony, whenever I'm holding ceremony I'm

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very aware that my dreams become really vivid, intense, interesting.

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I feel like they're more dimensional.

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, , maybe working things out on more than one plane we'll say.

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And so just held a retreat before these dreams happened and which was very

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ceremonial, including a labyrinth, which had an extreme, energetic component of

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the labyrinth was something new and bigger than I probably had worked with before.

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And I feel like these dreams started just as I was landing,

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like really getting here.

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back to my grounded

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self but still had that magic, that portal, that opening

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That's my thought around it.

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So the first dream was during a nap and I'm not a big napper and this day

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I needed a nap was still coming out of ceremony and woke up from this nap.

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And I can say that what I remember in those moments where , confusion of wait

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a minute, I know that just happened and I'm not sure how it could have happened.

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And it took me minutes to really convince myself that was a dream.

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And so the dream was that I had a friend, very close friend of mine pass away over

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20 years ago, . And after his passing, he would come to me in dream time.

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Other places I would feel his presence in my life as well.

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And then slowly but surely that kind of fell off and he hasn't

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entered my dreams in many years.

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The dream actually started with me on a phone call talking to a relative

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who was trying to Tell me that she was disappointed with this energetic

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work that I do, and that it was SAC religious and that I shouldn't

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be playing with this energy stuff.

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So that's how the dream actually started.

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And as I'm on the phone with her, my friend who had passed away,

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walked in through my house and I saw him, , I had a knowing, oh Yeah.

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We were mistaken.

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He hadn't actually passed away.

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He's just been missing all this time.

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And when I saw him, I was so excited that that was true, that

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this misunderstanding was true.

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And I went and they gave him this big hug and cried happy joyful and so excited.

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I remember at some point while I was hugging him and crying I told myself,

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feel his body make sure he's real.

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, make sure you're not dreaming.

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And I felt his body.

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And I was like, wow, this is, this is real.

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The next thing you know, I remembered, I had been on the phone call and

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I decided to hang up with her and I was going to go and spend some

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time with my friend who came back.

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So I went and found the phone, hung up with her.

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When I went to friend, it was like, I walked into a hotel room that had been

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occupied, but the person had checked out.

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You could tell somebody had been there, but now they're not there any longer.

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They were gone.

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The bed was used, but there was no toothbrush or no

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suitcase, everything was gone.

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And you could just feel that, oh, gone.

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When I woke up.

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It took me a few minutes to really convince myself that you felt him.

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No, he's not here, but you felt him.

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And you really convinced myself that it, you know, that was a dream.

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So I'll just reflect what I heard here this friend of

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yours they passed 20 years ago

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Correct.

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and you used to dream of them, but you haven't

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in all this in a long time.

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Initially in the dream, you're on the phone with a relative, who's kind

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of shaming you for doing this work.

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That's sort of sacreligious this energy

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work that you do.

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And in the midst of that, you said your friend walks in

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Yeah.

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Really interesting.

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Part of the dream when I think about being on the phone in a dream, I think

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like we're speaking to somebody who's not in this plane with us.

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And so that's interesting communication across the phone line.

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Hmm.

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And then you just dropped the phone, you're like whatever with them

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and that even getting to keep listening to this or having this conversation because,

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oh my gosh, my friend is here and you're like overwhelmed with emotion and joy.

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And they're , so real to you.

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And you're even in the dream are going, this can't be a

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dream because it's so real.

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And then you remember this phone conversation and that's when you

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leave your friend to go hang up the phone.

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And then when you come back, your friend is no longer there.

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They've checked out.

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Yes.

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And there was something about that word checked out.

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That caught me a little bit.

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Like when you check out of a hotel,

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Yeah.

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they had checked out.

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I don't know.

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There was something about that.

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Yeah.

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And of course, hotel is a temporary space, a space where you visit,

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then you're passing through, like they had been coming to stay there for a

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temporary amount of time and moved on.

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So this is just kind of fascinating to well, let me just

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say . The first job I ever had at like age 15, I was housekeeping at a hotel.

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And in the hotel where I worked, I met another friend who was just like

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a brother to me, and same kind of connection and I just want to say?

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so fascinating to me that next week I will be going to New York to visit

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this friend is terminal with cancer.

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Just in like really it's fascinating to me the whole hotel piece, that

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transition piece, the brother , the friendship . It's so, Wow.

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Wow.

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That is a whole other layer of the

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Yeah.

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I'm feeling full body goosebumps

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and this, this evolution of the story, right?

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So you're going to go to the hotel.

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So yeah, that had been on my list of things.

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I'm like, oh, let's go check out where he used to work, whatever.

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So, yeah.

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And then there's the metaphor of the hotel and you know, our life, like

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we're only ever traveling through here

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Yeah.

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and staying temporarily, all of us are terminal, know?

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Yes.

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True,

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But yet your friend who you're going to visit is more

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imminently in touch with that,

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correct.

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Different.

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Yeah.

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A little different, right?

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Really powerful.

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I went to sleep that evening.

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and the next day woke up and remembered a dream where I was in the house of an

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elder that I used to work with . Through the same time period 20 years ago as

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my friend and they were family friends.

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And so there's a connection there, but I was in his house when I

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used to visit , he had shelves and shelves and shelves of books in his

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office, especially, and we were in his office and I happened to notice that

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there were no more books on a shelf

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and we had this back and forth conversation that was, , kind of

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superficial, but exactly how it would have like just a normal conversation.

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Well, how's your wife and this and that.

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And it was just like, as if we were visiting each other, like I was

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visiting him and I haven't talked to him in probably 10 or 15 years.

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When I woke up, it was another one of these spaces where I was like,

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whoa, that was super interesting.

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This conversation was normal.

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He looked like his normal self.

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I could smell, he smoked a pipe, I could smell the pipe.

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And I immediately texted somebody from that family and asked if he was still

Kim Pinckley: 00:20:55

alive and it ends up, he had passed away a month ago it kind of just blew me

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:00

away again, being in contact with the other side in such a way that felt so.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:09

This side.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:10

I had kind of been sitting with that like, what is this for me?

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:15

what's going on?

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:16

You know, I even had thoughts of like, oh, the veils kind of thin right now.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:19

Should I even leave the house?

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:21

Should I just stay home and stay safe?

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:23

You know?

: 00:21:25

Totally.

: 00:21:27

Wow.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:28

Yeah.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:28

So

: 00:21:29

about the books,

: 00:21:31

What does that mean to you?

: 00:21:33

What a, his books represent to you?

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:35

Immediately it's just wisdom.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:37

And he was very, very well-read from so many genres and he

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:41

was extremely spiritual guy.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:44

, . That's what I think about the books then being gone again, it kind

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:48

of feels the same as the hotel.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:50

Like these books were his life, you know, and the hotel room or

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:54

whatever, it's empty, they're gone.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:56

The books are gone.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:57

Like, you know, he wouldn't be there.

Kim Pinckley: 00:21:59

There were no books,

Amanda Lux: 00:22:00

Yeah, I did just get a whole wave of goosebumps there with that one.

Kim Pinckley: 00:22:06

I'm good for the goosebumps.

: 00:22:09

I guess you are.

: 00:22:10

That's not always how synchronicity speaks to me, but it's so physical,

: 00:22:15

my reaction to your stories, it feels really true in my body.

: 00:22:19

When you say that.

: 00:22:20

The temporariness of the physical inhabitation of time and place,

: 00:22:26

. And the books being representative of.

: 00:22:29

Your connection with him, how you see him, how you saw himself, how he

: 00:22:34

communicated gathered and shared wisdom.

Kim Pinckley: 00:22:36

Yeah,

Amanda Lux: 00:22:37

being a big part of who he was in this physical world, the

Amanda Lux: 00:22:41

books were gone and you didn't even know that he wasn't embodied anymore.

Kim Pinckley: 00:22:46

I didn't

: 00:22:47

Right.

Kim Pinckley: 00:22:47

fascinating when I found that I was like, oh

Amanda Lux: 00:22:50

Yeah And just

Amanda Lux: 00:22:52

a know, right.

Kim Pinckley: 00:22:54

the me, that month time is still a little bit liminal, being

Kim Pinckley: 00:22:58

in contact with him in that kind of way.

Kim Pinckley: 00:23:01

That would make more sense to me than my friend who passed 20 years ago.

Kim Pinckley: 00:23:05

You know, that he's a little closer to here, but anyway,

Kim Pinckley: 00:23:10

just saying it's interesting.

: 00:23:12

it's interesting that those two were, were related.

: 00:23:15

They were family, friends, and they were from an era of your life you were

: 00:23:20

close to both of them at the same time.

: 00:23:22

Yes.

Kim Pinckley: 00:23:23

Yes.

Kim Pinckley: 00:23:24

Yeah,

: 00:23:25

And that sounds like it might've been a really formative time for you.

Kim Pinckley: 00:23:30

That would be true very much.

Kim Pinckley: 00:23:32

So.

Amanda Lux: 00:23:33

Yeah.

Amanda Lux: 00:23:34

I'm curious about that piece.

Amanda Lux: 00:23:36

You know, sometimes when, , people share a dream or when I myself have dreams

Amanda Lux: 00:23:41

that have a, time marker for a certain time in my life part of my history,

Amanda Lux: 00:23:48

, what piece of my soul, perhaps even is communicating with me from that time.

Amanda Lux: 00:23:54

What were you seeking then or what was happening for you then that to now.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:11

So the third dream, the third dream I was standing outside.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:17

And I remember looking up into the sky and seeing this flock of birds, and I

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:20

believe that there were four of them.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:23

As I was watching, they started doing some type of dance of

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:28

transformation into an object that.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:33

Is unidentifiable to me.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:36

I have never seen this type of object.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:39

It looked quite mechanical.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:42

Like it looked like they went from birds to machinery almost.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:46

It was quite fascinating, like this transformation into something

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:50

that I've never seen before.

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:53

And in that moment, there was definitely awe, wow, what is that?

Kim Pinckley: 00:24:59

What is going on?

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:01

And then it started moving at a very quick rate, very fast

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:06

towards earth, towards the ground.

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:10

And then it began to feel ominous And scary.

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:13

Like it was about to overtake wherever it landed, whatever it was in its path.

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:22

And I woke up before it hit.

: 00:25:26

And how did you feel when you first woke up?

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:29

It felt other worldly.

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:31

It felt like what I just saw exists somewhere else.

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:35

And it's just new to me in this moment.

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:38

Like I saw something I've never seen before, but it doesn't mean.

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:43

Doesn't exist.

: 00:25:44

Right.

: 00:25:45

when you say that, what I think of is like you are witnessing something

: 00:25:50

outside of your known reality, but that exists in some other reality

Kim Pinckley: 00:25:56

Absolutely.

: 00:25:57

And it started as something somewhat recognizable of this

: 00:26:00

reality in that it started with birds

Kim Pinckley: 00:26:03

yeah,

: 00:26:04

and then the birds melded into one.

: 00:26:07

And when they joined into one creature, they transformed into something that

: 00:26:12

seemed almost mechanical, but it was

Amanda Lux: 00:26:14

completely unidentifiable

: 00:26:16

to you.

Kim Pinckley: 00:26:18

that's right.

: 00:26:18

I do think of UFO's.

: 00:26:20

I'll just say it.

Kim Pinckley: 00:26:21

I was definitely afraid as it started flying towards the earth.

Kim Pinckley: 00:26:25

And in my mind, , I was afraid that this was about to harm me.

Kim Pinckley: 00:26:29

You know, I woke up in that kind of fear, but I was also like, what, what,

Kim Pinckley: 00:26:35

like what, so I would say that would be my sense of that, of that, but again,

Kim Pinckley: 00:26:40

just what really speaks to me is the shape-shifting and , another reality.

: 00:26:48

The common thread there between the three dreams, it feels like there

: 00:26:54

is a sense of walking between realms, I'm visiting with people who have passed

: 00:27:03

And then being in this situation where you're viewing something that isn't

Amanda Lux: 00:27:07

of this realm either.

: 00:27:09

Even when you were with the people who had passed, there was such a

: 00:27:12

physical realness to both of those dreams.

: 00:27:15

You could smell them, feel them had an awareness that you've thought you

: 00:27:19

weren't even dreaming in the dream.

Kim Pinckley: 00:27:21

Yes.

: 00:27:23

And even with the, the beginning of this whole sequence, starting with

: 00:27:27

the phone call, that's fascinating to me again, I just think something's

: 00:27:31

coming through being transmitted,

Kim Pinckley: 00:27:35

Yeah.

: 00:27:36

And there's some opening between the realms.

: 00:27:39

So that's just really interesting.

: 00:27:42

I know that the first time you told me this dream, I had a really strong

: 00:27:46

sense of when you were in ceremony that you had combined some different.

: 00:27:53

Non traditional elements with some traditional elements, correct.

Kim Pinckley: 00:27:59

Correct?

: 00:28:01

And there was some aspect of that ceremony you did with

: 00:28:04

flags and with the four directions.

Kim Pinckley: 00:28:07

Yes.

: 00:28:08

When you told the dream, I saw the four directions

: 00:28:12

has the birds and the melding of

Amanda Lux: 00:28:16

different traditions into something

: 00:28:19

new non-traditional, non recognizable.

: 00:28:23

And the fear that you had, you went

Amanda Lux: 00:28:26

into a very deep around

: 00:28:30

that, especially with your teacher, Heather, who,

: 00:28:32

who we were mentioning earlier,

Kim Pinckley: 00:28:34

Yeah.

: 00:28:35

You misinterpreted her text and thought, oh my gosh, what did I do?

: 00:28:38

Right.

Kim Pinckley: 00:28:39

Yeah.

: 00:28:40

Which was scary.

Kim Pinckley: 00:28:43

It was like that.

Kim Pinckley: 00:28:44

, like the world was about to end.

Kim Pinckley: 00:28:46

My world was about to end.

Kim Pinckley: 00:28:47

It felt that way for a very, you know, good moment.

Kim Pinckley: 00:28:50

Let me tell you.

: 00:28:52

That still feels relevant to me that you, brought together

: 00:28:56

some traditional with non-traditional things, created something new

: 00:29:00

that had great power to it.

: 00:29:02

that power was scary.

: 00:29:04

It was like, is it going in the direction that you want it to, or is it just

: 00:29:10

plummeting to earth in a destructive way?

: 00:29:13

And it's about to destroy you.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:17

Yes, yes, That's I love the way you said that, I kind of

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:22

hung on every word of your sentence.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:25

Cause you.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:26

said that last intense and I'm like, oh my God.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:28

Yeah.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:28

When you say that back to me, what I for myself is, definitely the piece

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:34

about power I can't help it, but this was part of my process too, when I.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:42

through that process.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:43

You're speaking about like, oh my God, I did something wrong.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:46

But part of my process was idea of how our world is changing right now and how in my

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:54

humble opinion, there probably needs to be a collective that comes together soon.

Kim Pinckley: 00:29:59

We need to find some ways to bridge some gaps.

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:02

How can we have more unity?

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:04

How can we have more compassion and respect for each other?

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:07

And when I think about what I did with my colleague on this retreat, by combining

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:13

these medicines for me, I think about how that could totally foster more unity,

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:20

foster, more community, you know, and.

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:26

The power that comes from that.

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:28

And, you know, who's to say that at some point a million years ago, these

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:32

two medicines not life together.

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:36

I think about it through all the different realms.

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:38

There are so many different possibilities and realities and parallel universes,

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:43

or however you want to look at it that I think that it might be the , perfect

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:49

medicine for the time to try and find a way to be with each other's ways in

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:56

a health building manner, you know?

Kim Pinckley: 00:30:59

So when you give that thing back to me about the power of that, I can

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:02

see the polarity of it, a lot of power or it could feel like a lot of

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:06

destruction depending on where you're looking at it on the continuum.

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:10

And I totally honored both sides, a hundred million percent.

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:13

But you really took me somewhere in that piece

: 00:31:16

Yeah.

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:17

just, you know, honoring the, is it going to

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:20

take for us to move through this, this space and time right now?

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:24

And nobody knows.

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:25

So don't tell the man who is doing it.

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:28

I can't be done, you know?

: 00:31:30

I love that.

: 00:31:33

Yes, totally.

: 00:31:35

And maybe what it looks like is something completely alien and

: 00:31:40

unidentifiable , like other worldly, even though it's made of things of here

Kim Pinckley: 00:31:46

Yeah.

: 00:31:46

and that there is nothing new, right?

: 00:31:50

All energy is

: 00:31:52

Moving through different forms.

: 00:31:54

Everything exists in some form or another in some way or another, in

: 00:31:58

some parallel reality or another.

Kim Pinckley: 00:32:00

yeah.

: 00:32:01

yeah.

: 00:32:02

How do we direct and harness that power in a good way is really the question.

: 00:32:06

And I like that you opened that up for the collective.

: 00:32:08

How do we, as a collective honor, the medicines of traditions and of past, and

: 00:32:16

be in integrity with the old ways that they have been passed down or passed down

: 00:32:21

to us through our teachers, but how do we meet the moment of the new and allow

: 00:32:27

things to become what they're becoming in this unidentifiable form without blowing

Amanda Lux: 00:32:31

ourselves up?

Kim Pinckley: 00:32:31

Aho!

Amanda Lux: 00:32:34

How do we

: 00:32:35

do that?

Kim Pinckley: 00:32:38

yes, please.

: 00:32:42

I think the question is more important to hold space for than anything.

: 00:32:47

So I'll just leave it at that,

Kim Pinckley: 00:32:48

Yeah.

: 00:32:49

I'm super grateful that you brought that in.

: 00:32:52

And I also, again, I want to honor that.

: 00:32:56

Because of the nature of our dreams being multi-dimensional and interdimensional,

: 00:33:03

these dreams that you're bringing today they could have multiple meanings.

: 00:33:08

much as that symbology relates and feels alive in the moment there's

: 00:33:13

other possibilities simultaneously for, for how that dream could be bringing

: 00:33:20

some more insight might come to you

Kim Pinckley: 00:33:24

Yeah.

: 00:33:24

around it.

Kim Pinckley: 00:33:26

I

: 00:33:26

I love the progression of these dreams too.

: 00:33:29

I remember now what the fourth one is, but I'll go ahead and invite you to share it.

Kim Pinckley: 00:33:35

This was just an interesting one that happened the

Kim Pinckley: 00:33:38

same night as the previous one.

Kim Pinckley: 00:33:42

I was attending a teaching that was being given by a guru and it.

Kim Pinckley: 00:33:50

was a female, this guru.

Kim Pinckley: 00:33:53

And before she really got into the teachings, she was on a stage

Kim Pinckley: 00:33:59

and she walked off the stage and like beelined right towards me

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:08

and said, Kim, and uh, Yeah,

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:11

Hi is what I said.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:12

Hi.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:13

And she said, how are your children?

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:17

And when she said it, it was this question to me, not like a nicety,

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:24

, there was an urgency for me to go find out, oh my God, how are my children?

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:29

And I have three children.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:31

As I woke from that dream, right.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:32

after that, , I was definitely, wow, okay.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:35

I need to check in on the kids.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:37

When I kind of heard from all of them, that everybody was okay, there

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:41

was a little bit of a, , okay, well, what the heck anyway, what was that?

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:45

Like?

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:46

It was so intense.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:48

The energy of that for me was that Aries energy.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:51

Like, like when she came to find me, it was like, boom.

Kim Pinckley: 00:34:55

And she found me in a crowd and she named me and she was very direct with me.

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:01

How are the children?

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:03

And so.

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:04

It reminded me after I knew my own children were okay.

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:08

That in dream time, occasionally attend the intergalactic Federation meetings.

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:14

And as I attend these meetings, typically speaking, I feel that , I

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:20

get my orders, if you will.

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:23

Like, I get my job description.

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:24

I get, okay, what's next?

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:26

For the collective, like for what is even more than just the earth

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:30

and collective, but for, you know, the spiritual collective,

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:34

the

Kim Pinckley: 00:35:34

evolution of consciousness.

: 00:35:36

I know , you had a little concern that that would come

: 00:35:38

across as sounding kind of Cray Cray, my inner galactic Federation

: 00:35:46

meetings in the dream realm.

: 00:35:49

And I wanted to reassure you that you're not the only one.

: 00:35:55

And now, , that we've recorded this on the podcast, I'm sure that

: 00:35:58

I'll get a flood of emails of other people saying, oh my God, me too.

Kim Pinckley: 00:36:02

Secretly Amanda, I was like, please, if you get

Kim Pinckley: 00:36:05

any kind of response around that,

: 00:36:08

Hmm.

Kim Pinckley: 00:36:08

you tell me that we both know we're not crazy.

: 00:36:13

Let's officially put out the invitation, feel free, reach out.

: 00:36:17

My, email

Amanda Lux: 00:36:18

is in the shownotes.

Amanda Lux: 00:36:18

So you can

: 00:36:20

just reach on out.

: 00:36:21

Let me know you've been at the meetings and , we, we

: 00:36:25

can all reassure one another.

: 00:36:26

that is in fact actually more than, than acceptable.

Kim Pinckley: 00:36:34

Yes,

: 00:36:35

And so, so when you bring up this dream about this female guru that comes

: 00:36:41

out of the crowd, beelines for you, names, you and asks you, how are the children

: 00:36:47

There is an element to this dream that reminds you of this sort of soul soul

: 00:36:52

level job description that you have.

Kim Pinckley: 00:36:56

Yes.

Kim Pinckley: 00:36:57

The last time I went to a meeting that happens in dream time.

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:00

I remember waking up and the last words I was hearing as I woke up

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:05

where pay attention to ushering in the new ones, the new children.

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:11

And , in that week I was introduced to four.

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:18

Women with children like pregnant through my work, one is a teacher and

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:22

the other as a practitioner, as well as a few, like two specific children

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:29

came into my field in a, if you say like a, a therapeutic or a grandmother

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:35

energy holding space for them,

: 00:37:37

Yeah,

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:39

it was fascinating.

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:40

To have such a marked experience after my galactic Federation meeting,

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:46

you know, and it was a validation in and of itself and it also kind of

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:50

blows me away, the bigness of it all.

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:53

And just honoring, as I've told you these dreams, I'm really

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:56

just hearing , the capacity

Kim Pinckley: 00:37:59

of being indifferent times, even, or defying that or the

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:03

portals or , the universal energy.

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:07

Like, there's a thing for me about how we think about miracles on our planet.

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:13

, like the miracles that we think about that happened here is a blink

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:17

of the eye to universal energy.

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:19

And just what it takes for like creation and for bodies to exist and to

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:24

function and everything of that nature to think that there isn't something.

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:28

, Many millions of things, bigger and more possible and available and so

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:34

these dreams really, I feel like they've busted open the door for me a little

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:40

bit, like having talked to you, now in this way and heard your reflection

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:45

and being able to speak these pieces.

Kim Pinckley: 00:38:48

I go full circle to, Yoda and to Daniel, you know?

: 00:38:53

yeah, . really beautiful holding the mystery again of

: 00:38:59

this, I love , that all of these dreams came, sort of on the wings

: 00:39:04

of this, retreat that you offered, where you, are that role of teacher

: 00:39:11

and of holding open the realms.

: 00:39:14

Right.

Kim Pinckley: 00:39:16

Yeah,

: 00:39:16

And that's a really big responsibility.

: 00:39:19

And then this more responsibility to.

: 00:39:24

The beings that are coming in and coming into your field and coming

: 00:39:28

into body and these beings that are going out of body and leaving, you

: 00:39:35

know, from this realm to the next and that, I just really feel you in all

: 00:39:41

of these different scenarios, meeting it with an openness and a willingness.

: 00:39:49

And that to me is really beautiful.

: 00:39:52

I just want to honor you for that.

Kim Pinckley: 00:39:57

I really love your reflection there, and I

Kim Pinckley: 00:39:59

appreciate your words for sure.

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:01

And it's, you know, for me personally, I just, I don't know what it would be

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:08

like to have to do it any other way.

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:10

, I'm actually super grateful for all of that, that you just

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:13

spoke to and for the mystery

: 00:40:17

Yeah.

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:18

I know it's not a coincidence that we got a chance to find

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:21

all this, to be able to be with it, to have a life full of it, to be engaged

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:26

with a defined community around it.

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:28

Like, I can't wait to meet all the other people that go to the galactic Federation.

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:35

I would really love that.

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:37

But now I like in all seriousness, . I have such reverence for these teachings

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:41

that we have been given throughout our journey in these healing arts.

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:46

I hold them so sacred , and I just have so much hope that the world

Kim Pinckley: 00:40:52

will open to these even more and more and more and more and more.

: 00:40:57

Well, and it's funny too, now I'm getting full body goosebumps again,

: 00:41:00

because I'm returning full circle again, to the very first thing that happened

: 00:41:05

in the first dream, which was you got that phone call from a relative saying

: 00:41:10

whole energy thing you're doing is

Amanda Lux: 00:41:12

like, so sacreligious

: 00:41:15

and

Kim Pinckley: 00:41:18

it was.

Kim Pinckley: 00:41:20

It's a funny thing.

Kim Pinckley: 00:41:21

I remember in the dream, I'm going to let her just talk her peace

Kim Pinckley: 00:41:25

and then I'll speak my thing.

Kim Pinckley: 00:41:27

And I doubt I'll be heard, but you know, I'm going to speak science to

Kim Pinckley: 00:41:31

her and then boom, no need got to go.

Kim Pinckley: 00:41:36

, my deceased friend is arrived.

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And I can smell them and feel them and knowing for sure

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that it's not a dream that I'm

Kim Pinckley: 00:41:44

Yep.

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with them.

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I just wanted to bring it back to that because I feel like, that ties

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it all up with a bow or something.

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Like, maybe there is that message that tries to come through the phone lines.

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You know, maybe there are those thoughts , that being, somebody who can open up

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the realms and open these portals for yourself and others, whether you want

: 00:42:06

to, or not, you are doing that, you know?

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Even when we don't want to, we still do.

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And we can direct that energy intentionally and learn how to

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wield that power and how to be in a good relationship with it.

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Or we can let it destroy us right.

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By ignoring it or not participating or not doing what we came here on mission

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into these bodies to do, because clearly we have missions and we all do everybody,

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but especially when you're conscious of it and you're doing the work that

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you're doing, you know, like that's a really beautiful, powerful thing.

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And there might always be those phone calls through the ethers.

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Like, what are you doing?

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What do you think you're doing there?

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Are you sure?

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You're okay.

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I don't know.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:03

There definitely will be those phone calls, but no, I love it.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:07

I love what you're saying.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:08

You're so right.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:09

, It feels Right.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:10

to me, everything you're saying, and it definitely, in some ways , , just going

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:16

back to opening up the portals and all of that and whether you want to or not.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:20

I love the challenge that you kind of just opened this up as not a burden to me.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:26

Not that I felt it that way, but the burden aspect would come when

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:31

I would feel not good enough.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:32

You know what I get that sense of, like, I don't know what I'm doing.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:36

Then it feels like a burden, but really for me, when you set all that, , I felt

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:39

it more as like, A very healthy challenge.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:44

That there's something that you can meet and it's something you're being asked to

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:48

meet, and there's, no judgment around it and it would be boring if you didn't

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:54

have something to meet in your life.

Kim Pinckley: 00:43:59

And I'm

Kim Pinckley: 00:44:00

grateful that this is mine.

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Absolutely.

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Me too.

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I'm so grateful.

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So grateful for you meeting the challenges that come thank you so much, Kim, for

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not only sharing your dreams in this way.

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So profoundly and vulnerably and powerfully letting us in

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to participate in the dream.

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, But also for sharing them twice, once with the ethers and once with all of us.

Kim Pinckley: 00:44:30

It was an honor and I am so grateful for it as well.

Kim Pinckley: 00:44:34

This time has been special.

Kim Pinckley: 00:44:35

Thank you so much for holding it.

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If there's anything that you want to speak to for completion, anything you

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want to say for yourself or for the space?

Kim Pinckley: 00:44:44

So I'm trying to find my right words around it, I think

Kim Pinckley: 00:44:47

we just spoke about this whole big piece that could feel unattainable

Kim Pinckley: 00:44:53

or out of reach for people like, to some degree I'm talking about , the

Kim Pinckley: 00:44:59

galactic Federation or lifting a spaceship out of the swamp or whatever.

Kim Pinckley: 00:45:03

I just want to say that know, that you can defy the laws of physics if you want

Kim Pinckley: 00:45:09

to there's something about saying, you know, this is available to everybody

Kim Pinckley: 00:45:13

opening gates, opening portals, being with energy, harnessing it in the

Kim Pinckley: 00:45:19

way that serves the collective, all of that is available to everybody.

Kim Pinckley: 00:45:22

And , I just hope that anything I shared opens doors period

Kim Pinckley: 00:45:27

just opens doors for anyone.

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Yeah, that's beautiful.

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Thank you so much.

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I had a real strong sense when you were speaking that, into words is

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a part of that soul mission kind of I've come to earth to say you can

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lift spaceships out of the mud and do impossible things with energy.

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You can do it, feel the force.

Kim Pinckley: 00:45:53

The only reason why I have not done that yet lift that

Kim Pinckley: 00:45:56

spaceship out of a swamp is cause I have not found a spaceship in the swamp.

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You're probably lifting so many spaceships out of swamps.

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You didn't even realize you were doing it.

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You're like, oh, that's just what I do everyday.

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When I go to work.

Kim Pinckley: 00:46:09

Yeah.

Kim Pinckley: 00:46:12

This have to be defined it's frequency, right?

Kim Pinckley: 00:46:14

Um, Yeah.

Kim Pinckley: 00:46:19

Thank you for being with me this way.

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I'm going to close the space, close the container.

Kim Pinckley: 00:46:26

Yeah.

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the portal.

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We closed the portal.

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So thinking our guides and our allies and all of the collective energies

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that have gathered around us from the ethers that are here to support us on our

: 00:46:38

journey and to take this work and these words out, let it ripple out benefit

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all beings on all planes, everywhere for

Amanda Lux: 00:46:48

the highest

Amanda Lux: 00:46:49

good of all.

Amanda Lux: 00:46:49

may it be.

Amanda Lux: 00:46:50

So.

Amanda Lux: 00:46:50

Thank

Amanda Lux: 00:46:51

you.

Amanda Lux: 00:46:51

I love you.

Amanda Lux: 00:46:51

And thank

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you.

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I love you, Kim.

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Thank you for being with me today for most of the day.

Kim Pinckley: 00:47:01

It's my honor.

Kim Pinckley: 00:47:02

And pleasure.

Amanda Lux: 00:47:16

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Amanda Lux: 00:47:40

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